Hi all!
Myself and my partner have just got back home from the most perfect wedding in Cornwall, which we extended by staying a few days longer in a wonderful tipi camping place. The day itself was absolutely stunning and could not have been any better! Spending time with the one I love on such a special day was the best thing I could have asked for, as well as being around all of our loved ones and seeing them all at once.
However, on the day after the wedding (Monday), as people were starting to go and the decorations being lifted, I started to feel a bit blue. Quite anxious, restless, almost depressed. I felt very emotional on the Monday, wanting to cry here and then. I wondered why - I had experienced the best day of my life and I was married to my one true love: what could possibly evoke such a reaction? Since Monday, i've had periods when I feel normal, but other times I will just feel anxious and restless. I have ADHD anyway, so this just exacerbates this even more so.
I am just trying to make sense of my emotions at the moment - am I feeling sad that it's all over, and that the climax has happened? Yes, I believe so - but how long will I feel like this for before things go 'back to normal'? Being back at our lovely home with our cats and dogs just feels odd at the moment, almost like normality has a sense of discomfort to it.
If anyone has any advice on this, do let me know Deep down, I feel so, so happy about marrying my wife and having the most perfect day imaginable, but for some reason, my body won't let me thoroughly enjoy it with high heart rate and restlessless.
TDLR: Had the most perfect wedding, but feeling blue afterwards and restless. How to cope?