Wedding Day Disappointment

I got married only 3 weeks ago but have been upset about the day ever since!
We’d been planning our big day for a little over two years and our journey had been stressful enough with family members and loosing bridesmaids etc.
We thought we’ve finally overcome all these things and was just looking forward to finally being married. My morning ended up being stressful, I had two bridesmaids and the mums get ready with me but no one made sure I was okay, no one made sure I had food or water, no one really offered to help do anything… I had to move rooms twice due to the logistics of the venue and being able to get ready in time. Everything ended up being rushed last minute so I didn’t get any bridal portraits 🥲 I feel because I was stressed on the day I couldn’t think straight and my mind didn’t think to say about having certain photos etc. My wedding coordinator kept rushing me which made me feel worse and we had spoken about so many things before the day like fluffing my train before I walked down the aisle, which she never did and the venue also got our music wrong despite having separate playlists for each thing, it really ruined my big moment of walking down the isle 😭 it rained quite abit on the day so we didn’t get as many family photos as we would have liked and our guests also didn’t take many photos so we feel we don’t have many to look back on, we haven’t had our full gallery back yet so I’m hoping I will feel better about photos once we do. I just can’t help but keeping getting upset about all the things that went wrong and how I didn’t get to soak the day in because we were having to micro manage everything when it should have been the coordinators job. I really want to look back on our day and feel positive and not negative!