I am a total idiot
I don't know what will happen if I don't fit in my dress but it will be my fault entirely!
Everything has been so tough and we've been moving around and not had access to kitchen stuff a lot, and ten days in USA eating American-sized portions, plus lots of social events etc.
I HAVE to do it, I'm just not sure how to be as focused as I know I can be when I'm exhausted, trying to unpack our things in to the new home and leaving one job and starting another and catching up on wedding tasks. What a doofus.
Any miracle hints would be very welcome, I've spent too much on the wedding to afford liposuction!!