So, in exactly ONE MONTH I get married.
I should be excited, right? But instead all I can think about is how disappointed I am that I've not lost as much weight as I wanted for the day.
I've lost just over 2 stone since I started which should be seen as an achievement but- as my original target was 4 stone- I'm not happy.
I've looked at pics of me in my dress and think I look dumpy as I've not lost as much from my waist as I wanted to.
Also (just to add a touch of irony to the situation) the dress which was ordered for me was for my original size; it's had to be taken in 3 inches, but now I've lost weight it all seems to have gone from my boobs so I still have a chunky waist but now no boobs to even my shape out. I look like a fat ballerina. I looked more hourglass before I lost the weight! ☹️
Sorry, this is really self pitying and there's nothing I can do about it now, but my friends are just telling me "Never mind, you'll look beautiful anyway..." etc, etc. and I know they mean well, but in my head I won't be happy.
I'm on a mission now to lose AT LEAST another half a stone by the wedding! I've done it before and I can do it again. Have been going to spin classes 4 times a week, going to get back into the running- I've really slacked off lately where I've been so busy- and I've booked in with my personal trainer for sessions every weekend leading up to the wedding. I will do lateral sit ups until my nose bleeds (if anyone else knows any good waist shaping exercises, please let me know!).
I might even relent and start going to a slimming club again (nooooooooo!)
I CAN DO THIS! GGGRRRRRRRRRRRR!
