I love the 6th of the month.....it marks another month closer to the day I marry the man I never dreamt existed for me
Having been a single mum for 16 years, and bringing up my boys on my own, I never really dreamt I'd marry again...and I swore I'd never allow anyone close enough to hurt me again either...
Then, two years ago, I met someone I thought only existed in romantic novels...someone who thought like me, and thought about me at every turn.Someone who would get excited about doing something, purely because it was something I wanted to do. Someone who fixed things for me, because he could, no other reason. Someone who didn't wait for me to organise everything, but made things happen for me. Someone who let me get angry, and accepted that I could be upset over something they didn't understand, but supported me just because it mattered to me. Someone who makes every day of my life better by being in it. Someone who is teaching me its ok to have an argument, because he's not going to hold it against me, or disappear. Someone who loves to laugh with me, and loves to explore life with me...happy to try new experiences, even if we never want to do them again...
and today is the 6th, another month closer, 16 months until I am finally Mrs G
I'm loving the planning, the hitched reading and posting, the bridezilla who has becomes more and more vocal in me....I love that the plans we first made have grown and grown as we find things we'd like to have at our wedding - a cheese cake, (who knew!!) and a photo booth (who knew!!!) I love the attention to detail we've got time to enjoy and obsesses over (well, I have, Mr G smiles indulgently, and hopes to be left out of the minutiae!)
but I cant wait til its all in place, and over, and i'm finally Mrs G, and married to my lovely man xxx