So 3 months to the wedding and ive been so pre occupied sorting it all out and trying to deal with court cases and OH maaaaadddd ex, it just got on top of me, ive been layed up for the past two weeks, havent been on hitched or anything,
so ive been sick really sick, so bad i actually went to the doctors, and guess what i found out, im not dying of a rare illness like i thought, im pregnant, PREGNANT!!!
i cant believe it, i keep doing tests ive done 5 in three days just in case, i have an appointment with a midwife on friday and everything, and well to be honest im bricking it,
i just thought i would share, see if anybody else is in the same boat, being a pregnant bride and all,
all im doing is being sick, sleeping and crying, my OH has gone into overdrive and is stripping walls and buying 7 tubs of paint to start it all, and he wont let me do a thing, i feel useless which makes me cry more,
im going before i start crying again lol
lara x
