3 weeks to go and just spent an hour on the phone to other half moaning its turned into something I didn't want... There's no real point to this post, just that I feel trapped and fear the day ahead.
We've kept it really low key but I'm still having everyone dictate what they think and that I should just enjoy it.
I have some anxiety issues and as the day gets closer I don't think I can bumble my way through as I do with every day life.
All we wanted was to get married but now its a day to please everyone, and as the parents have paid for the majority of it I feel even more trapped.
Sorry for this pointless post but I haven't many people to talk to about this.