Being second time round for each of us we're pretty relaxed about everything, but I've just had enough now. Nothing in particular really, and pales into insignificance compared to some people's woes ☹️, but enough to make me wish it was all just here and done and all I had to do was turn up on the day. And I was really looking forward to planning when we got engaged!
Half my family can't be there (we're only inviting family down to first cousins and one good friend on each side totalling 45 at mo), we still haven't sorted the invitations (10 weeks to go) though everyone knows pretty much, I don't know what to do with my hair and need ideas for my trial, likewise make-up as I don't wear it, my dress is still in pieces as I'm shortening it and am losing the will to live with all the bits of lace to take off and put on again, it doesn't fit properly yet as I've not lost the 3st I wanted to when I bought it a year ago, and that pisses me off , my daughter has decided she hates the bridesmaids dresses I bought (her cousin loved it), and to be fair, at 14 her bust has grown again in the last couple of months or so and it doesn't fit properly now so will need to buy more, OH doesn't seem bothered about meeting up with the manager of the pub we're eating at afterwards and instead of saying yep, I'll book an afternoon off work (pub has asked we come during the week as they're busy and it's 30 miles away), he's wittering on about not knowing if he'll still be there or not (has written his resignation but not given it in), and I've just had enough of it all. Still seems so much to do, and I'm the only one doing all the background planning. We did buy his suit last weekend (got all excited as it's lovely and he looks fab in it and I can't wait to seem the whole lot together), and the rings, but it's all gone flat again now.
Sorry to moan, but feel time is running away with me. He works away during the week, so I have to discuss and show at the weekends, but we've got several weekends booked up with my running races (sounds better than it is, I'm very slow lol). We've got 4 clear weekends between now and the wedding to thrash it out.
And I don't know if I even like my dress any more I've had so much to do with it and there is still so much to do ☹️
Ok, feel a bit better now. It's not like I've reached burn-out as I've hardly done any planning of any sort recently. Need some motivation!