I've decided to start a new post rather than highjacking the 2016 brides thread!
This is more of a "getting it all out" thread. I will marry my other half no matter what and being together is ultimately what matters to me.
I am not religious at all. I have faith but not in a god.
My partner was raised catholic but isn't really religious either. He only goes to church on special occasions and doesn't really know if he believes in god.
I've always said I don't want a church wedding. It would be hypocritical to pretend to believe in god.
When we got engaged we talked about it again and he said he thought he might want to get married in a church. I questioned this and asked why.
If it was because it was a church then that's not the right reason. If it was because he wanted to get married in the eyes of his god then we could do that anywhere by having the marriage blessed.
I also reminded him that if he wanted to get married in a church then we would actually have to go to church, every week and probably his families church. Could he really commit to that?
He said no. So we decided a non-religious ceremony with a blessing my the family priest and some religious and non-religious readings.
I must stress that if my partner had said it was what he really wanted then I would have gone along with it. This is the man I love and if that is his wish then I can deal with it.
A couple of weeks ago his parents and sister came over for dinner and his dad was asking about the wedding and I told him our plans and was expecting great resistance but he said, oh thats a great idea. (win!). He did also ask me if I would consider becoming catholic and said there was no obligation. I said that I would think about it but I was very happy with my own faith and beliefs.
fast forward last weekend and we went to view our venue which has a place on site for civil ceremonies.
His parents and sister came with us so we could have a second opinion and we all loved the Reception venue, when we went to view the Library his dad asked why were there and we said because we are having a civil ceremony remember and he just said nope! I was busy talking to the lady showing us around but could hear there was a conversation going on in the background. The lady assured us we could have a religious blessing after the registrar had left.
So we get back in the car to go home and i ask my OH what his dad was saying and he just replied "We have to have a church wedding" I said thats its? he said yep.
You know when you just know there is no more for movement on this. I cried all the way home.
Like I say, if this was what he wanted then I could handle it, but it's not. and no one discussed it with me, it was just decided. Hello! I am the bride.
I don't want to cause a rift or ructions, I just want to marry the man I love.
people will say it is our day, which is true but likewise this is our family too. This is a cultural thing and his dad is very traditional and stubborn. and no they aren't paying for anything either but they are insisting on this.