Thanks for all your replies to my previous post.
After stressing about not wanting my dress I went to another shop and tried a few on. I was in a rush cause had an appointment so made appointment for yesterday,
I think I've found the one. It's so different to the one ive ordered, I never thought I'd wear anything like it but I tried it on twice in the shop, first and last and can actually see myself getting married in that dress.
My dress I've ordered is being delivered in January, I'll go back to the shop and try it. I may love it again and stop worrying, if not I'll leave it there and phone in a couple of months and tell them I've changed my mind, that way they may put on sale rail or I'll sell on eBay etc.
I'm feeling so much better now.
Lily x