Hi
i know there are usually a few people in HR around here. I'll cut a long story short but a while ago i had to involve the Union due to a recruitment process which wasn't carried out 'properly' i was assured that there would be no repercussions as a result of this. However, i was poorly after getting back from holiday in may and as a result had 5 weeks off work with urine infection, low potassium and generally unwell. I have been for my back to work interview but this has been a strange one as 2 managers were in there and basically they have been on and on and on at me because i went out for less than an hour as hubby and i had our photo taken for some community work we had done a few months before.
i have had a letter from my doc saying that doing things to get me out and about would have helped me and that i didn't need to be isolated or kept indoors during my sickness. I have now been referred to our employee health care team which is fine except that i haven't been shown the letter of referal which i should have apparently been allowed to see. I am seeing my gp again on Weds and am so unhappy in my job that i am trying to get swapped to another department. however this will take time and i am getting so desperate i have felt like dying at times. work is unpleasant now and i have been 'informed' by said manager that i have let all my work colleagues down and disappointed people. i don't know whether i am just ranting on, getting more and more paranoid or going to crack up. Hubby is worried for me and about me. he is working tonight but i can't talk to him any more today about this as i have driven him mad also. why do people you think you can trust and people in a senior position try to make your lives hell.
i just want to go to work and come home and not have to worry about unions, managers and the fact that they obviously think a lot less of me than i thought.
sorry to go on but it helps to type it down sometimes?
