Ever since we annouced we were getting married things have been a nightmare! I have always had issues with my Mum and now its really bad and I hate it all and instead of looking forward to my wedding I just feel ill about it now. There's been loads of little things that I've not mentioned and just went with the flow, like certain people that had to be invited and the buffet , BMs colours etc. It all came to a head this week and they've really upset me now. I've not been well for a few weeks and I ended up in hospital getting surgery and I wasn't able to make the 1st dress fitting last week because I still wasn't well enough. I was so gutted about it as I was really looking forward to it all but there was nothing I could do, 2 of my BMs went and they were to go back today to try the altered dresses on. I'm still seeing a nurse everyday to dress my stitches and wound and the nurse agreed at the start of the week to come at 9.30 this morning so I could see the girls with their dresses on (I'm still a bit too tender to try my dress on ☹️) and my Mum said she would change the appointment. My Mum never bothered trying to change the time until 10 this morning when they were due in at 10.30 because her and my sister (BM) had decided they didn't want to change the time as it didn't suit them as theyd made lunch plans! (lunch was just the 2 of them)
I know I'm prorbaly over reacting but so wanted to see the dresses on and I was really upset with them but they told me just to get over it and that I was making a big deal out of nothing.
Sorry for the long rant, think I just needed to vent!
