We are getting married in just over 4 weeks. i am so excited i want to burst and i cant wait (although i am a bit scared that soon it will all be over:-( !!!) I am off to Spain on Friday for a 3 day hen do and am really excited about that too
but......... this is going to sound ridiculous. Over the last year i have worked really hard at losing weight - i have dropped 2 stone and have about 9lbs left until i am my "ideal weight" i feel good and healthy, my skin looks good and until saturday i was really proud of myself.
On saturday i met up with a friend i havn't seen since Christmas as she has been working away. We are the same height, we kicked started our post Christmas weight loss with Rosemary Conley and weighed, give or take a lb or 2, the same. However she has done really really well and is now a very gorgeous, curvy 10 stone whereas i am still just over 12 :-( i know that you should never compare yourself and that what i have achieved is great and that on the wedding day i will feel fab, but i cannot shift the sad feeling i have that i could look as amazing as she does if i had worked harder and i now keep regretting all the extra nights out over the last few months. its annoying that i am being so daft but i cant shake myself out of it :-(
I am now panicking about the hen do and the extra drink and food calories and lack of exercise and thinking it will make things worse.
I know its silly - i just needed to share it!!