I think i've hit a wedding planning slump
Wedding is in 9 months so the planning has stepped up a gear, however while I feel excited when suppliers/companies are being booked up and I can tick that off my list, I am feeling anxious and upset with a couple of things.
My Mother doesn't seem to be as excited as I had thought and hoped she would be-I am planning on going dress shopping in a couple of weeks so excitedly rang her to find out when she's free to be met with a bit of an attitude, as if it was going to be a terrible thing to have asked her. I was met with things like "How long will it be, it's my only day off, can't you go on your friend instead" etc.
FMIL has ordered her outfit for the wedding and I have never seen anyone so enthusiastic about buying an outfit before, and when I ever bring up the subject of going shopping with my mum or asking her what she's planning on wearing I was met by quite of a lot of negativity. My mother isn't contributing to the wedding, and I've never expected her to pay towards it, however any time the wedding is mentioned she's respond with how skint she is, how am I getting her home from the wedding venue (she's not staying over the hotel despite me offering to pay for her to stay over) and a few other things. I'm just getting the impression that the wedding is putting her out in some way.
Just feeling a bit meh about it all now