My brother is getting hitched this year and my future SIL asked me to be her maid of honour, to which I was super excited about in the beginning. We have grown close and I imagined us going dress shopping together and seeing her trying on different style dresses, chatting about how she would have her hair and makeup, planning the hen do etc. I have tried to get involved but she has completely shut me out of anything wedding related. She even ordered mine and the other bridesmaids dresses, accessories online to which I had zero input, she asked me what size I was and that was it. Infact, I have only just been informed about what accessories I am wearing since I asked if she had any preference to how I should style the dress, if I hadn't of asked I doubt I would have known until the morning of the wedding. I guess I'm just not sure why I'm her maid of honour as she hasn't included me in ANYTHING at all. She has had her dress made for her and I asked her to take a picture of it when she goes for her fitting, she said I'm not allowed to see it. I just don't get it at all. We are close, she calls me most days and we chat for hours, so its not like we don't get along or she doesn't trust me.
I guess the worse part is that due to me being maid of honour I wont be sitting with my fiancé and I'm not too happy about that, however she doesn't know that - its their day so I will go along with it to make them happy. Sorry for the long post I just needed to vent, this whole thing has left me feeling quite flat and low.