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racquers, 3 June, 2015 at 19:03 Posted on Planning 0 21

Hi everyone,

I've been a lurker for a while now and this is not the way I'd hoped to introduce myself, but I needed to vent and this seemed the best option.

OH and I met almost 6 years ago, moved in together a year later, bought our house 2 1/2 years ago and got engaged in September 2013. Our wedding was due to be on 26 September 2015. To my mind at least everything was working out perfectly.

OH had a few wobbles last summer which I thought were just pre wedding jitters and as they seemed to pass, I thought we had moved on.

I was wrong, and last week he told me the doubts never went away. That the future we had planned was not what he wanted and that he saw no way for us to move forward together. There is no changing his mind, we are done.

So today he cancelled our wedding. There are no words to describe the pain I am feeling right now.

As I said, I just needed to vent this somewhere so thank you for reading this.

21 replies

Latest activity by BriertonBride, 6 June, 2015 at 13:02
  • MrsShep
    Beginner September 2014
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    Oh honey, hugs to you. It's no consolation right now, but in a little while you'll be glad that he at least plucked up the courage to tell you now, rather than let you go through with the wedding. Take care of yourself in the next few weeks, surround yourself with those who care about you and come and visit us too if you need support x

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  • MrsHertfordshire
    Beginner September 2014
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    Oh Internet hugs for you xx

    Didn't want to read and run but like Mrs Shep said look after yourself and vent all you need.

    I have a colleague who after over 10 years together, was married 3 months before the split - she wishes now one of them would have said something earlier x

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  • HelenSomerset
    Beginner September 2014
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    I am so sorry to hear this. It will not be easy for you now, I know, but MrsShep is right that it is better is said something now than after the wedding.

    It will be a cruel disappointment for you to part with him under these circumstances and all your hopes for the future.

    Take care of yourself.

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  • Arpee
    Beginner August 2016
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    So sorry to hear this. I don't have much more to add, but echo what MrsShep has said about timing, it's far better to know now than in 2 years' time. I hope you have plenty of support from friends and family.

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  • L
    Beginner October 2014
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    Aww I'm so sorry to hear this, as the other hitches have said, it's better now although it kills like mad than a few years down the track when it'd be even harder.

    protrct yourself, make sure you don't get lumbered with all the wedding deposits things like that, he chose to leave the wedding, so he should deal with the upheaval of telling at least his side cancelling what needs to be cancelled and covering any losses.

    And just anither tip. The ladies on here give awesome advise, odd Internet style hugs and are good at being vented to, and a few have been through similar so we're all here for you honey.

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  • AuntieBJ
    Beginner September 2014
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    Nothing much more I can add except to say I'm so very sorry to read this. I hope you have good family support and friends to lean on, but if not, please come and chat to us - we are always good shoulders to cry on xxx

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  • halloweeny
    Beginner October 2013
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    I'm really sorry to read this. Take care of yourself and get as much support as you possibly can.

    Please do come back! We're happy to listen

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  • yorkshirekiwi
    Beginner August 2014
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    Just echo what the others have said really. Take care, get support when and where you can......that includes here. You're always welcome for a vent and a moan ovef in OT if a wedding planning forum doesnt feel like the right place for you just now. Lots of hugs.

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  • Mrslh2b
    Beginner August 2016
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    Didn't want to read and run - So sorry to hear this - I know nothing we can say to make the pain stop at the moment but it will get better. Big hugs.

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  • Lui
    Beginner October 2015
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    I don’t think I can say any more than the other lovely ladies, but I hope your ok and you just take some time out and look after yourself!

    Big hug!!

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  • pammy67
    Beginner April 2015
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    How awful, I really feel for you, but Mrs Shep has it covered. Lots of hugs and take care of yourself. It needn;t be your last post if you need to rant, rage, vent. cry - we're here.x

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  • MrsB88
    Beginner August 2015
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    Didn't want to read & run. I'm not too sure what to say except I'm really sorry you're going through this. Time is a healer x

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  • RomanticPinkConfetti274
    Beginner June 2016
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    I did not want to read and run, so sorry to hear that dreadful news, I'm shocked!

    I don't know what to say to make you feel better, all you can do at the moment is look after yourself, come back on here and let it all out if you want, we are here to listen to you.

    Take care x

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  • pink & glitz
    Beginner August 2014
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    Sending you a hug and hoping that you are alright, come on here if you need to talk Xx

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    Sorry to hear your news. I too echo what the others have said in regards to timing.

    You may not feel like it right now, but think about taking up a new hobby/skill/sport to keep you occupied and help focus on something other than the wedding.

    Sending hugs x

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  • Chucklevision
    Beginner July 2015
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    Sorry to hear this. Wish you all the best if you decide to come back

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  • Erin8
    Beginner June 2014
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    So sorry to hear this. I am sure it's not what you want to hear but at least he isn't marrying you with doubts about it. Has he elaborated about why he originally proposed and what has changed?

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  • bubblerawk
    Beginner July 2016
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    Awww hun, i dont have much to add either, just that im so sorry.

    we are always here to listen

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    Beginner April 2016
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    So sorry to hear this xx

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  • BubbleBees
    Beginner August 2015
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    I feel for you. If you're reading the advice you've given is right - better before than after.

    I've been on the other side. I broke off a six year engagement with my fiance after I realised how much he wanted children. I really didn't, and I still don't *cough* years on. I could've been cynical and gone for the security but I'd've been screwing up both our lives (he has three now).

    I can't comment on your former fiance's reasons, but if he made the commitment, then backed out at such notice there's probably a good reason. Don't dwell on that, or what you thought would be. Someone who wants the same as you is round the corner.

    You must be devastated right now, but you will recover.

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  • RoseArcana
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    So sorry to read this. No advice but the other ladies have given some good points. Take care of yourself x

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  • BriertonBride
    Beginner June 2016
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    I can only echo what has been said. I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now. No words seem appropriate but I hope you have the support of your friends and family. Take care x

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