Hi everyone,
I've been a lurker for a while now and this is not the way I'd hoped to introduce myself, but I needed to vent and this seemed the best option.
OH and I met almost 6 years ago, moved in together a year later, bought our house 2 1/2 years ago and got engaged in September 2013. Our wedding was due to be on 26 September 2015. To my mind at least everything was working out perfectly.
OH had a few wobbles last summer which I thought were just pre wedding jitters and as they seemed to pass, I thought we had moved on.
I was wrong, and last week he told me the doubts never went away. That the future we had planned was not what he wanted and that he saw no way for us to move forward together. There is no changing his mind, we are done.
So today he cancelled our wedding. There are no words to describe the pain I am feeling right now.
As I said, I just needed to vent this somewhere so thank you for reading this.