I wanted some help, advice and/or opinions on who should give me away on my wedding day. I know my biological father, however to be honest we have a bit of an odd relationship - we perhaps see each other once every 3 months and I always feel uncomfortable in his company. I feel he doesn't 'know' me, in terms of my likes, dislikes etc, however I know he thinks a lot of me (although he does have a strange way of showing it) and I know he has assumed that he will be the one to give me away as he has mentioned this to a family friend. When we got engaged, I told him straight away, and the response I received was 'that's nice' and we didn't receive an engagement card from him and his partner.
I also have a step-father who has been in my life since I was around 2 years old. He has been the one whom I have lived with, and we have a much closer bond than I do with my biological father, he refers to me his daughter despite the fact he has his own 2 children from a previous relationship. He has offered to help us to pay for our wedding and is genuinely excited and happy for us. My fiancee asked him for his permission to ask me to marry him too, and I know that he will be expectant that I will ask him to give me away.
Truth is, despite feeling like my biological father is a waste of space, I am worried about offending/upsetting him if I was to go ahead and ask my step-father to give me away, and I feel it would be awkward at the wedding with my father there as a guest and then my step-father giving me away, giving a speech etc. But I also wouldn't want to offend my step-father by asking my biological father, as I have so much respect for him. I keep thinking about the situation and to be honest, it's making me feel as if I don't want to get married because I don't want to deal with the stress of this on top of the other aspects of planning a wedding.
Has anybody else been in a similar situation? Or does anybody have any advice of how best to deal with this? Or any suggestions of how I could get around it without having 1 or the other give me away? I would really appreciate your thoughts/suggestions!