Evening all
well so far wedding planning has been relatively painless, nothing too drastic that can't be handled.
then tonight, i recieve a text from a close friend, who i dont see very often, but is close all the same, saying 'i dont quite know how to say this but if its ok with you i am going to just come to the night do rather than the wedding, its not that i dont want to be there but i dont feel comfortable being there when i barely know anyone'.
im kind of torn in two about this...
on the one hand, i dont want her to come if she's going to be uncomfortable. i want the people who attend the wedding to remember it for being a nice day, not an uncomfortable one. on the other hand, she is a very close friend, who knows 85% of the people there (some of them very well) and i feel a little hurt that she's not going to make the effort.
ultimately, i know that im not the kind of person that would say anything to her, and i know how hard it must've been to send that message, but i cant help but feel a little sad.
no need to reply, i just needed to write it down and share!!
xxx