I get married in Oct and am having major anxiety about the whole wedding, to the point where I'm sticking my head in the sand with anything to do with weddings.
I still haven't been to the registra so notice hasn't been given, invites haven't gone out yet despite me having them for the past couple of weeks, other stuff that I should be dealing with I'm not because any time I start thinking about the wedding I get all panicky
My cousin (13yrs old) is one of my bridesmaids and she's in hospital and is likely to be there for a long while so very possible she won't be able to come to the wedding, which isn't an issue as her health is so much more important, but there is a very high chance it means my uncle/aunt won't be able to come so I won't have my uncle give me away.
I keep getting emotional thinking about how my Dad won't be here (he died years ago) and how I don't know how I'm going to be able to keep it together.
I'm worried about the money and how it's all going to be paid for, worried about whether the wedding is going to be good enough, worried about what people will think.
On top of that I'm having major dress wobbles thinking I made the wrong decision and I'm not going to like the dress when it arrives, and also stressing about whether I will have lost enough weight that I will feel comfortable wearing it and looking good in it
I was considering postponing the wedding last night but then if I do that I will be letting people down as many have already made travel arrangments and paid out for hotels etc.
Am I being completely over the top or is this normal?