O_O
a boudoir shoot.
a total shot in the dark, I've been entering competitions for 5 months, dabbled with the idea of doing one as a surprise for the boy and DAM! i didn't think I'd get get it!! Not one to be totally comfortable in my skin but also I know my OH likes the way I look ... jesus christ, where do you begin to get the confidence for one of these things? I know what you girls will say ' if you weren't up for it why enter?' well because anonymity is DANGEROUS! Entered so many competitions now its like white noise, so it goes:
"clickedy click, enter comp, probably hear nothing of it, now what? oh wonder what internet memes are on tumblr dash? OH! funny kitty vids on youtube! return deviantart messages. Is that the time? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz"
and here I am a month later staring at my inbox in a state of shock and awe. Am I gonna do it? HELL YES. OH will flip when he sees them! but a problem emerges .... how do I explain a trip to London? I'd bad at secrets? He'll wanna come, London has the biggest forbidden planet in the UK! My mother maybe be of little help though for a liberal lady, she'll cringe at the idea of it.
