Sorry, this is all waffly and woe is me.
I feel like I spend my life doing stuff for everyone else, and I also feel like I have the worst PMT ever (which I hopefully don't as am on the injection so would be worried if I did).
I can't remember the last day I wasn't either working, or in sole charge of our 4 & 2 yr olds. I know I am lucky on all counts, to have a job, two children, and a husband with a job, but I am so fed up of never getting a day off. Its not my husband's fault, he has to do the days he's rota'd, but he started at 7am today and still isn't back yet, so its a long day for him and a long day for me. Its probably at least 2 months since I had a day not in sole charge or at work. (and yes, hes working tommorow too!)
The house is a tip, I'm just that bit overweight/bloated that I feel 'wrong' in my clothes and myself, I have a long list of things that need doing, I've been much less patient with the children today than I should have been (probably because its overambitious getting them to bake a fathers day cake and make a card and not expect much mess) and I just can't seem to laugh at anything or see the funny side of anything.
Anyway I really shouldn't be moaning, I have just started 2 weeks holiday from work, it just doesn't feel like a holiday yet!
Now to the HRML part, what to do this evening
a) waste it drinking wine and eating pringles and reading my book and then have a hangover and nothing done ready for tommorow.
b) do my exercise dvd and clean the house and tidy up the garden, not enjoyable but then I mightn't be so cross with myself.
or c) something else
Apologies for moaning so much
