And not what I should do! [:'(] (stamp foot icon)
I have an interview next Monday for Marks and Spencers which I know deep down I am going to have to cancel as it is only temp. It was an impulsive,spur of the moment decision. I have two very good friends who are managers for M&S and are keen for me (I have worked with both of them before) and seem to think that once Christmas is over there will be a chance they will be looking for someone to stay on. But it is too much of a risk for me to take. I loathe the job I am doing now (part time, very erratic hours and abuse ☹️) but at least it is constant money. Over the last eight months I have had interviews for various jobs (full time) and although I always get good feedback, the results are always the same 'There was someone with slightly more experience in this particular field' etc etc. Last week I had an interview, only to be told that 'They were very impressed with me, but the job I had applied for had actually gone, but would I be willing to wait until a vacancy came up?' Grrrrr! H want's me to the M&S job if offered, if needs be we can survive on his wage after Christmas until I find something. But I hate the thought of having to do that, In the current economic climate it is just too much of a risk to take, plus we have a particular commitment we need to be constantly putting money aside for. I just wan't to do what I wan't, sod the world!!!! (rolls on floor and throws hissy fit)
(edited for spelling)
