My hubby and I got married on the 25th September, so just 10 days ago. Sadly on the actual wedding morning my 18 month old son was taken into hospital. He is now home and doing well. He went in at 7.30 with my parents and we all had our fingers crossed he would be out for our 2pm wedding. Unfortunatley he wasn't and my nan went to the hospital to stay with him so my parents could come back. After much protesting that I wasn't going my Dad sat me down and managed to change my mind.
The wedding went ahead and in it's self was flawless but both hubby and I couldn't get over the fact 2 very special people were missing. We are now thinking of renewing our vows on our 1st wedding anniversary so my nan can experience it and my little boy get to wear a little page boy suit. Would people think this is too soon?
I still get really upset when I think about it and this has been the first time I have ventured onto Hitched since. I keep thinking of the 2 empty spaces at ceremony and meal. And the guilt of going ahead without them is overwhelming me.
I just want to do something to make it up to them, especially my wonderful Nan. xx
