Oh my god! How quickly is that coming round?!?! And I had the dread around that time too. In hindsight I regret not enjoying the final build up a bit more as I can't believe it's all over so quickly!
Yikes, 2 months to go. That's come around quickly!
I'm not sure if I had The Dread but I went through a period of feeling a bit overwhelmed a couple of months before the wedding. In the end, I got more relaxed the closer I got to the actual day. I don't know if it was because everything started coming together or because I stopped caring about the small things so much!
I am letting the small things get to me, when before I wouldn't. My cousin is staying over in his campervan so will pop into my mum's for a shower. I don't want him too, which is irrational. People crowding round me (In a nice way) but I feel like the walls are coming in on me! A few people from the village have said recently "Oh what time is wedding?" It's lovely that they want to come see us, but it's a weird suffocating feeling.
I had a big pop at MF last night for no reason, and we argued, which isn't like us at all. I need to apologise when I get home. Thankfully he just ignored me!
I've been really chilled out about everything so far, now it's coming round to bite me in the backside!
I had this feeling too. One of my BMs kept emailing me weather forecasts as well which didn't help! No matter how many times I told her I didn't care what the weather did and I couldn't change it, she didn't seem to take the hint. It drove me potty and I found it really hard to let it wash over me!
I'm either being totally irrational and worrying about stuff like folk having showers, to being asked questions regarding stuff and my answer being 'I don't care, sort it out whatever way you want'.
I'm a laid back control freak - it's a bizarre combination!
MF and I made up last night ? and after this week the invitations will be out, and a huge week at work will be over, so hopefully I can spend next week doing little bits and getting ready for my hen party!