I've had a bad time of it recently with the ME so I haven't made it to the gym in the last month and am completely off track to lose the weight I need to to fit into my dress.
When I ordered my dress I was working all the hours available in a very stressful job and was a size 10 and about 9 and a half stone. About a month after ordering my illness got the better of me and I had to quit my job, I haven't had a proper job since then (I don't count working from home for my fiancé as work) and have steadily gained weight to my current size of 12/14 and 10 and a half stone
I hate the way I look and I hate the way I feel. I've never been this big in my life and it sucks that it coincides with the time that I wanted to be looking my best.
I'm not just being vain honestly, I have 9 weeks until I get married and I need to get down from a 31" to a 26" waist for my dress to fit. I know I'm doing the food bit right, correct portion sizes, healthy fresh foods, plenty of wholewheat and steamed veg etc. and I physically can't manage to do much more in the way of exercise. So what the hell more can I do? Up until today I thought it would all just work itself out but it really isn't going to is it?