...my nan just died...
OH is at work and I'm on my own so need a virtual hug from my internet weirdie friends... x
She has been up and down for a while but mum called this morning to say that she had taken a turn for the worst so I left work and went straight round to my mums. She said best not to go and see nan (I only saw her a week ago) as I struggled so much with my Grandad the day before he died... so I gave my mum a much needed hug and a cup of tea and she went back to the home to see her... that was 3 hours ago.
I feel guilty for feeling a bit relieved (she was 90 and in a fair bit of pain) and devastated that my favourite person in the world won't be at my wedding or in my life anymore...
x