Hi Everyone, Thanks to those of you for posting recently. Im still off work at the moment and feeling a bit sorry for myself today. Trying not to, but its hard, have had to sell my engagement ring to try and pay towards the lost pay as ive had 3 weeks off. Its not like I need it anymore I know, but its sad anyway. Im feeling really rubbish on the new Anti-D and am in bed with the laptop because they are making me feel weird, hot and just off colour. I mentioned to you all about the friend that was upset with me and was being horrible about me not managing to go to my other friends wedding..well she has now said we aren't friends anymore with a pretty mean email. I talked it over with the counsellor and she thought she was behaving badly, expecting me to react the same and be able to do things like she was able to when she had depression in the past & being so brutal over it all. Im glad its not just me imagining it or something. Trouble is, doesnt make it any easier, she was my maid of honour and known her a long time, feel cut off.
Im sorry to moan and groan, you probably are thinking thats all I seem to do, its just things feel so hard right now.