Please tell me this is normal..
I've lost all enthusiasm for the wedding.. I want to be married but right now I could do without the wedding! (I'd happily go for Gretna Green or Vegas!) I feel like I'm doing everything myself. OH doesn't understand why things need to be organised now - he thinks its too far away. My relationship with my Dad is barely there and I really want him involved but everything seems so difficult. His wife and I don't get on (its a long story but I think shes a manipulative cow!) and she decided a few months ago that she wants nothing to do with me (which suits me fine but I now don't know what she's saying to my Dad about everything). My Grandma (Dad's mum) won't come to the wedding because Dad will be there - they fell out over his second divorce and third wedding. His sister probably wont be there for the same reason. The people I really want there (Dad's ex, her parents and her kids who I grew up with) can't because of the whole situation.
The whole thing just feels like one big stress ☹️
