Me & the OH had a huge bust up late last night - he'd been drinking (he's not an alcoholic or anything, just acts like a standard 20-something year old idiot when drunk) and he turned into a right tw*t.
I wont go into details, but I get the feeling that if I don't change, he doesn't want to be with me.
What do I do?? Do I stop planning the wedding? We've got the caterers coming over tonight and I'm so down and upset, I don't think I want to eat let alone discuss wedding food.
I'm not sure what I'm after here, I just need to tell someone who doesn't know me. I'm always putting on a brave face around the people I know, but really I just want to break down and cry.
I guess I need to know... how do you change to keep the person you love, when what you're doing is something you've done all your life?