Feeling very stressed and emotional today, just feel like I need to off load a bit - sorry!
Wedding booked for 18th April, the band was one of the first things we booked as it was our favorite band and now we've had to let them go as they have repeatidly lost band members and cannot play all the songs now (only told us last night)- so we are looking for a DJ - didnt want to be doing this at such a late stage. Argh!!
Sent the daytime invites out on the 1st January, have heard rumours that 9 of the invited (who had save the date cards) probably wont come - we are only having 40 to the day anyway! The hotels minimum numbers were 60 but made allowances for the 40 as we will have 100 in the evening - gods knows what they will say for 31! I can 'find' 9/10 from the evening list, but thats not the point, some of those 9 were not originally going to be invited but the FFIL said if you invite A you have to invite B, well it looks like niether A or B will be coming - they havent even bothered to tell us yet! Argh!!
Got call today say dress will be in and to book fitting; should be really happy about it but just feel stressed about the above and worried about the dress now (no idea why it will probably be fine!)
I am normally a level headed person, I cant belvie I am letting all this get to me... Im am organising this all on my own (parents no longer with us, no close siblings) and I just feel totally stressed out!
99 days to go and I should be just going with it now surely???