Hello
I have always been a nervous flyer. Think it's due to the feeling of lack of control which I struggle with. I live in Thailand and so do at least 4 or 5 long haul flights a year. I've been here nearly 5 years, so have gradually managed to get better and better at flying. I found listening to some free "fear of Flying" podcasts really helped to keep me calm and I really felt I'd conquered my fear.
However follwoing the awful Airfrance tradgey and after just reading about another plane which today had to do an emergency landing, has sent me right back to the point where when I think about my flight back to the UK in 3 weeks time I am close to tears and can feel my heart racing. I have no idea how I'm going to manage to get on the plane and do the flight. I know it sounds stupid and I know I have no chance, but are there any things I can do to help myself feel better about this?
There is a history of severe panic attacks in my family which are related to travelling and I'm scared I'm heading down that route.
TIA ?