Right, I desperately need some support now. Or maybe my mouth sewing closed....
We are now within the 6 month mark to our wedding, and I need to lose roughly about 2 inches from my waist to avoid having any alterations made to my dress. I've been ill recently, which hasn't helped - but all I can think about is FOOD. Why am I so incapable of dieting?!
I know OH will love me and marry me regardless of my weight, but I will never forgive myself if I don't manage to lose at least a little bit before the day. I hate the way I look and I really don't want to hate my wedding photos, or feel stupid in my dress. I started the year at 16.8, and I was 14.8 before I was ill a couple of weeks ago. 14 days of comfort food later, I'm back up for 15.5 - getting back on top of things tomorrow, starting the 30 day shred and going to the gym regularly again, plus throwing out all the rubbish food we have left in the house! The doctor says according to the BMI chart I should weigh 10.9, but ideally I would like to be 12.10 (or maybe a little but under) - which is what I was when I met him, and I was happy in how I looked.
I don't think OH realises how difficult it is for me sometimes - I have always comfort eaten and I know I'll never be stick thin (it's better to bounce than to rattle, right??). I just feel like I need some support to keep me out of the biscuit tin. I cant afford Weight Watchers or Slimming World, which is a pain as I know the weekly fat-fighters meetings would help me.