Ok, we are coming up to the 3 months point and have a whole load of things to do!
Thing is that every time we start to do the list of what we need to do, we just end up arguing. Last night he said that he was fed up about hearing all about the wedding, and everytime we do, i tear strips off him when we are just trying to get a list together.
Thing is that i've done almost everything myself, without him doing much input. Now i'm not saying that i want him to do lots and lots, but we need to make a list and then decide what he will do......which i'm not sure will be a lot.
I've got a great CBM and mum in law, but i'm sorry we have to make decisions, and when i say, lets get them to do X Y or Z, i get told, no, dont its not worth getting them involved, we can do it ourselves.
Now i wish i could afford to have a wedding planner, and take this away from me, or alternatively, a mum that actually takes some interest in my wedding, rather than changing the subject to my neice every time i'm on the phone to her, but thats a whole different story.
I'm sat here at work, and kind of dreading going home, coz i've got to make this list and i like to make quite detailed lists, whereas H2B doesnt, and i need to write it, but it seems a daunting task ahead of me.
Gonna cry all the way home now..... (will only be around now for about 10 mins and then off home).
Dam xx