I long suspected, but discovered the other week for sure that i am being underpaid by an average of £6k in comparison to some of my colleagues with the same or less responsibility both in my school and other schools. There's "shocked, humiliated, livid and astonished" .... and then there's me. I am head of theatre studies in an independent school btw - teaching full timetable from 11-18 yr olds, running a pretty big theatre with state of the art equipment and no tech support. I did 140 hours unpaid overtime (contact time that is - forget planning, marking, admin time etc) for production rehearsals between sept and jan this academic yr. When the former "theatre manager" (fat nob useless maths teacher) retired, i inherited his job but not his pay allowance for the role. I hadn't realised this at the time. I have been teaching for 8 years and HOD for about 3 years.
i have had a meeting with the Head where i calmly and professionally stated my case and put it all in writing. We discussed my role & pay but he was full of excuses and reasons why things are different with our school 'model'. Anyway - It's being put before the executive committee this Thursday. The Head is supportive in principle - but there are 5 people on the exec to convince, only one of whom i know i can count on to fight my corner and 3 who i couldn't trust as far as i could spit them to value / understand what i actually do. Isn't drama all about being a tree??
If the answer is no, i am going to have a total fucking nervous breakdown, and I just can't see a way forward from there (professionally speaking of course!) (oh, and to boot, my H is away from weds til sat so i won't even have a shoulder to scream blue murder on) (consider yourselves on notice for that bit as well please!!!)
Even if it's a yes or a compromise; the Head is retiring at the end of next year - so anything that gets decided would only be temporary til the new Head is appointed and can review matters over his/her 1st year - lord know who / what we will be getting as a replacement - some pen pushing budget crunching geek who has a complete blind spot for the Arts knowing my luck. I have spent 8 yrs proving my worth and developling this department - gcse numbers have trippled and the productions we do have a track record for excellence. twice we've been invited to transfer our school production to the local professional theatre and we've toured productions to the UK as well. So i can't see any reason why they just don't see that we do a great job. I will be back at square 1 having to prove it all to a new HM - i am not sure i have anymore freebies left in me. As Tommy Cooper said, "it's not the principle; it's the money!"
I cannot easily leave my job and take myself elsewhere. There are only 3 posts like mine in the vacinity, all of them filled, none of them in a school i would perfer to work in. There are a further 5 or so roles like mine in states schools where there is no 6th form.
however - i cannot easily contemplate carrying on working in a place where i know i am being so desperately robbed - or, to not take matters personally (if i can try), where my subject is so undervalued and taken for granted that the whole thing feels utterly pointless and like an uphill struggle. I would just downscale my job altogether and be a normal classroom teacher and not worry about all the rest of it - i don't care for the kudos so much - if i could make the mortgage on what a less demanding job would pay.
So come thursday - i just don't know what the *** to do if it's "sorry, we value you, but not enough to pay you the same as your colleagues in other schools or even as much as the KS3 English coordinator who just finished her NQT last year. "
My stomach is in knots. I could puke a poltergeist. I am fatasising about kicking off big time and taking them all down with me... and other Tarrantinoesque alt moments.
Is this one for the union do you think? Or don't they get involved with 'school policy' / pay issues etc...??
HELP.
(why do i feel like i am about to get flamed / stone walled? oh well - here goes)