Hi. I'm looking for advice if possible.
I have two best mates. One of which (B) I have been mates with since we were 14. The other (A) I have been best mates with since 18. We are all now 30/31. When me and my OH got engaged, I asked B to be my best man but A to do all stag planning and general wedding party stuff.
Earlier this year, me and my OH discovered we were pregnant. Very excitedly we moved our wedding to accept our new normal. Unfortunately, at 12 weeks we found out we had lost the baby in a silent miscarriage. This is where it gets difficult.
When we told our friends we were expecting, we told B and A separately. A was really supportive, offered a shoulder to cry on and helped myself with little things. On the other hand when B was told, he blew up and called us stupid for doing so. After an argument, explanation from both sides, we amicably made up.
However, when we announced we had lost our baby, B sent one message and has since gone completely quiet on me. This was 4-5 weeks ago and I haven't heard anything.
I am having serious doubts (not for the first time) about amending my wedding party and demoting B and promoting A to all best man duties as he has stepped up countlessly. However, I am B's best man and don't feel willing to or wanting to step up for him if he can't for me. My OH is siding with me as she's seen the effect B not checking in and being generally unsupportive has had on me.
Any advice on what I should do?