Im totally scunnered / stressed / peeved whatever you want to call it.
Had my hen wkend in Edinburgh wkend past & I had a wonderful time.....but 2 of the girls pulled against me at every turn ie I didnt want to sit in a pub all day long - so some of us went to tour the castle whilst the rest went to pub. Sat nite was great - but I had organised the restaurant & niteclub & it was all pre-paid so everyone had to go along with it if that makes sense.
On the sunday we were all to go to Omni centre, w had passed it on the tour bus the day before & agreed thats what we would do. me & 2 other girls were ready an hr b4 everyone else & were starving so we rang the girls to say we would head on to eat & when they arrived we would sit with them with a drink or a desert. We needed 2 taxi's anyway so shouldnt have been an issue. 2 hrs later the girls hadnt turned up (2 of them my BM's). Rang them 'oh were in this pub, were not coming'. I said well look I want to do a bit of shopping so we'll ring you when were done& met up then. When we met up with them @ 430pm they were eating their dinner. I thought we could have at least ate dinner together considering we hadnt seen each other all day! You could have cut the atmosphere with a knife, I really felt like an outcast.
So we said, look were gonna go get dinner (it was a whetherspoons & their food doesnt do it for me) & when they were done to ring & we could all have a dink together. Nothing from them, rang them & they said they would just see us @ airport.
I just feel like no one made an effort with me (apart from my 2 best friends) & they were just there for a wkend away (including my CBM & other BM).
My CBM has been a narky selfish cow in the last 6 months. She cant stand the fact that im gettin married - she keeps saying 'oh I wish I could do it all again' and making sarky comments ie my friend said @ airport 'our dinner was lovely' CBM 'aye so what, so was my curry'. She didnt speak to me at all on sunday. And shes my cousin. Its so hurtful. On the plane my friend said 'next time your on a plane it'll be your honeymoon' CBM :'im for spain in sept'. Like seriously - you've had your big day !! And she keeps saying how she cant wait for baby no2.
I took the wk off b4 her wedding to help out & really was supportive, not jealous or bitter the way she is with me. Its really gettin me down.
And im just so stressed. Feel like ive still a million things to do.
And people are ringing all the time wanting to call out with presents & I feel that between work, gym & wedding appoints I dont have the free time for these people to call (namely OH family - my friends & family are goin out to my parents house). MILT2 has offered to do absolutely nothing (retired, f all to do all day etc).
Ive totally had it with selfish people & no one being supportive (apart from OH & my parents).
This has turned into a bit of a rant - sorry folks but I just want to scream & hide under the duvet at the moment.
