Hi there, so I have left this a bit late - we're getting married on Saturday! Aaagggghhhhh! we are both so excited but I am having a last minute panic...
We only had 5 months to plan the wedding, whilst renovating our house I might add, as originally we were going to get married in our garden. We set the date but then couldn't get the numbers down to less than 80 and although our garden is big, it ain't that big! So people had cancelled their hols to make it so we ended up swapping to a proper venue and the wedding has grown and grown... I haven't particularly enjoyed the planning of it because it isn't ideally what I wanted for a wedding, I'd have preferred to elope or to do it in the woods but cost and my partners family commitments meant we had to do it locally.
When I say I haven't enjoyed it, I have in a way. The wedding is all about us, filled with lots of creativity and is very personal to us. Our personalities definitely shine through. But we are a bit quirky and now I'm worried 'is it too quirky?!' We're in a fairly posh hotel and our decorations are random... we did start with a colour theme but it's gone out of the window now and everything is just a mish mash of colours... mainly pastel - it's not sophisticated in the slightest, just cute, slightly random but very personal... does this matter?!
Help! Please tell me it'll be ok and won't matter... it doesn't matter to me or my hubby to be Rob but I have some very critical family members and I worry they'll slate it, I am likely to punch them if they do... ha! I know I shouldn't worry what others think, it's about me and Rob etc but i can't help it and it's making me feel anxious...
Thanks for reading, I know it's an essay but please let me know what you think!
Much love
SJ
