Really don't know what to do, this might sound really silly, a friend of mine who had been doing my beauty treatments for years (it was how I met her) was supposed to be doing my wedding makeup for me. She knew me really well, I trusted her implicitly, but sadly she passed away at Christmas. Now every time I look at MUAs I either get upset (I ran away from one at a wedding fayre, I literally fled, she must have thought I was crazy) and start to cry or I just compare them with her makeup and however fairly just can't like their work as much. I know it's not logical, but I can't seem to help it, does anyone have any advice on what they think I should do, a way to perhaps move forward? Or am I trying to sort this out to soon to her death, it really wasn't that long ago that we lost her any advice appreciated. x