Im not expecting any replies, but I need somewhere to vent a bit, loads going on just now, some good some not so good.
Just found out that there may be a very good chance my OH may lose his job, along with my step son to be (they work in the same factory), Wont know for sure for a few days/weeks. My own son has just been paid off from his job too, so job hunting is on the cards for him. Thank fully my daughter and step daughter to be are still working/at school. Fingers crossed.
Im a bit nervous, as for various reasons I havent invited my dad/step mum and half brother and sister to our wedding, and Im waiting on the backlash from that :-(
Im also getting questioned about inviting, other people, ie boyfriends/girlfriends etc and although we said no to extras through the day, but they can come in the evening, my OH had apparently told my niece she could bring him (on a drunken evening I think !!) And when I phoned him to ask about it I was basically snipped at (because he is worrying and trying to sort his job, understandably) and told to back off with the wedding. Now I completely understand his worry as Im worried too, and I tried not to get upset about his comment, but I cant help it.
Yesterday I went to my mums to pick up my shoes so I can try break them in. I was very careful not to let OH see them, but my mum apparently let slip that you wont be able to see them anyway. So now OH knows I have a long dress. I tried very hard to keep it secret from him. I know he doesnt know exactly what its like but im so annoyed. I cant say anything to mum as I dont think she realised what she said. He didnt tell me until we got home.
Sorry for the rant, there is plenty more but im holding that in for now.
Hope everyone else is doing well, xx
