Hi,
I'm just looking for some thoughts or advice. Our wedding is in 8 weeks and I am having massive second thoughts - not about marrying my fiance but about some aspects of the day and it is really starting to worry me. I want to marry him more than anything but can't seem to get past this feeling.
I am absolutely dreading the thought of walking down the aisle, I hate being to center of attention and the thought of every looking at me and having to speak in front of them is filling me with dread.
My other half also didn't want a stag do and so his siblings / friends are constantly trying to arrange something for the night before the wedding - I'm really worried about what they have planned as they would think nothing of spiking his drink or putting him on a train somewhere the night before the wedding.
His best man makes absolutely no effort to talk or interact with me and completely ignores me when I speak to him. At the minute he is constantly making little digs about how my fiance shouldn't be tied up planning the wedding and how I'm not being good enough for doing it all myself. He is making comments about how he is going to be completely over the top during his speech (despite the fact we have asked him to tone it down because of my grandparents religious beliefs) and how he won't stick to any timings and we can't control anything he does.
Sorry for the long post, I'm just really worried that they are going to do something that will ruin the day and I can't seem to get past the feeling that I just don't want to go through with it. I've talked to my fiance and he says it will all be fine but he isn't around when they make the comments and the closer it gets, the more I want to call the whole thing off!
