Hi all.
This is my first time posting in a forum and I feel I just need some support/ opinions. This wedding planning is getting to me bad.
Up front I was never a girl that had a plan of her dream wedding... in fact I never thought I get married, but here I am.I am 32 and my partner of 14 years asked me to marry him in may 2019. Due to financial constraints and the fact that he wants all his family there = big wedding we decided to wait till june 21 to tie the knot. Fast forward to now and it's a mess. We have booked a lovely venue for june 21, but with covid we are getting less optimistic that 75 day/100 night guest wedding will happen. Many of our guests come from abroad (europe) and that makes it even less likely to be a success. But so far we tried to keep going and hope for the best. Now it looks like I have a wedding without my grandparents there due to risk even if travel is allowed, which is so upsetting me a lot.And today was the final blow that left me in tears. Due to covid I had to postpone wedding dress shopping again and again as I really wanted my mum there. Now with new restrictions in place jet again it looks like I will have to go alone after all. The chance of restrictions easing this year at all from now on looks bad and so it's going alone or hoping for a last minute dress next year. Either way the one thing that I looked forward to planning/ buying for this wedding is ruined now too. And I am just so upset. Like is it even worth it? I am now thinking should we just get the paperwork and be done with this because it sure doesnt look like we get the wedding we wanted anyway. Going wedding dress shopping alone was the final straw I feel... cant believe I actually get upset about it when so many people have it worse and its just one day. But right now I wish we had just eloped a year ago and be done with it. This sucks. I dont know what I am hoping to achieve with this post.But maybe there are other MaY/JUNE 21 brides who are more optimistic and can share some positivity? Or brides that had to shop alone and actually had a good time/ or felt zoom helped? Thanks for any repliesXx
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