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Sorry for going anon. I don't know if i can explain myself well eoungh right now, just need to get all this stuff in my head down. Try and make sense of it all. This will sound so awful, I know that, but I can't help thinking and feeling it. The...

Me and H are having major problems at the moment and I just need someplace to write is all down, so sorry for the long one. Me and H got together very young, we've only ever been in a serious relationship with each other. We've grown up together and...