I apologise if this is in the wrong place or is insensitive, but I don't really know who to ask.
I am not seeing my GP for another 2 weeks, and the support worker assigned to me at the local Mental Health Trust left last week so I am waiting for someone to contact me. I am bad at using the phone at the moment, which makes getting help harder.
How long does it take to recover from a breakdown? Days? Weeks? Months?
H thinks I should carry on my normal work routine from Sept, as it'll do me most good. I think he's right long term, but even the idea terrifies me. I had a panic attack this morning when I received an email from them. I feel under a lot of pressure TBH, but I can also see that it *might* do me good to keep active. However, I have absolutely no ability to focus on anything at the moment and that is what frightens me. I am afraid of looking unprofessional and/or making a huge twat of myself.
The ILs keep making well-intentioned comments about when I am going back to work full time, and that's not helping either.
I just wondered whether other people could give case studies, if you like, of what happened to them or people they know. I know there is no real answer, but I just don't know what to expect. I just want to go to sleep for a very long time and wake up when it's all got better.