Is it a special day or just another day? Do you go all out or never do anything?
How would you feel about spending your birthday alone?
As a child I never went to school on my birthday, it always fell in the may half term so it was weird when I started work the concept of working on my birthday. Whenever I could I would book the day off!!
This year however OH has to work on Friday (my actual bday) and Saturday for a work event. I got my head around this eventually.... Then he said work want to put him in a hotel on the Fri night because of the hours he'll be working. Fantastic, I get to spend my birthday evening on my big fat todd (saracstic!). I don't have many friends locally and my family are a few hours away. But anyway my BM is now coming to spend the evening and stay over so thats kind of ok now (things are a bit awkward between us at mo though)
Then last night I was joking that to make it up to me he'll have to wake up early and make me a special breakfast and he said but I told you I won't be here, I'm in the hotel thurs & fri night (he did not tell me this!!) I got really upset about being alone when I wake up on my birthday and not seeing him at all that day.
I really wish it didn't bother me but it does, I feel ridiculous for feeling sad about it. I know there are plenty out there worse off than me who's OH's are away for long stretches or are sadly not around at all so I am aware of the perspective of how I feel.
Would this upset you?