When I was younger I was quite interested in the supernatural, afterlife, pondering about whether there was a God and all that type of thing. For a short time I considered myself a spiritualist and then completely lost faith in everything, decided I didn't believe in anything and would find out when I die if there was anything "after". I don't know if this is weird but I do occasionally worry that there is a heaven/hell and that I'm going to live forever and I really don't think I like the sound of that. I once stopped myself from committing suicide because I didn't want to end up in hell or have to justify myself to God, although most of the time I say I don't believe in anything. My brother committed suicide and I worry sometimes that he is in hell. I do think that I turn to religion when I'm feeling unhappy because I seem to have a need when I'm down that there is something "more" and to be part of a group.
So, that turned in to a bit of a ramble but I guess what I wanted is to hear your viewpoints. Do you have a religion? Have you any faith in anything that isn't science/Darwin based? How did you come to your beliefs? Have you ever completely changed your mind about something, such as brought up Catholic and then went atheist or vice versa?