With only 3 and a half weeks left to the wedding (17th December) my dad had a stroke yesterday and I'm devastated. He hasn't had a 'normal' stroke though, he's gone and baffled the doctors by having a left sided bleed but then has left sided weakness (it should be his right). He also can't see anything on his left and he is in lots of pain due to the other underlying condition that he has which again is rare!
I was always so worried about my dad not being able to walk me down the aisle (he's been ill for past 13 years) and yesterday that became a real possibility. He needs more tests at another hospital before they can give more info about his prognosis but when I saw the physios with him this afternoon I broke down and had to leave the ward as it's tore me apart inside .
I'm trying to keep focus on being thankful that he is alive and still has his mind and that he keeps telling the nurses about the wedding and its giving him something to focus on but I feel like I've been punched in the chest and i can't get my breathe.
Just gutted :-(