Anyone else feel like this? I just wish I could relax and not think about food and weight and dieting all the time.
I gained about 45lbs in about 4 months after my wedding (probably in less time). We then booked our holiday and I convinced myself that was the motivation I needed to lose the weight I had gained. Ok so I've lost about 20lbs or so but I'm still fat. I'm dreading being on the beach and looking like a whale. We're going to a very hot/humid place too so very few layers are needed so its not like I can hide behind clothes either.
Gah why didnt I try harder ☹️
Tell me that people dont sit there watching people thinking they shouldnt be wearing that bikini and should cover up. Tell me that you dont bat an eyelid at a chunky person like me.
Pah...best go and eat something.
(No need to reply btw-just venting)